This is kinda how it happened. I come home after having my WORLD LIT on fire in Russia by her people and a Blue-eyed Russian Fox.....then have a cold-hearted no soul "person not only destroy OUR future, but then...my family, my life, and made SURE I lost the ONE WOMAN who EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE I MATTERED AND WAS DESIRED.......and LOVED FOR ME! I traveled 10000 miles....and the Russian people were warm and wonderful. But those Blue Eyes I looked into....and fell so deeply into....will be with me until my last breath. It's a tragedy I have tried years to repair. I'm never giving up. Question: Why is it the People of Russia treated me BETTER and WARMER and with LESS suspicion than my OWN??? I know why..

Sadly....it is the Woman of my dreams that still lives where Crystal is a City trait and industry...and those Blue Eyes told me EVERYTHING a human being needed to know about LOVE.