"Rerun feat. Pontus Hjelm of Dead by April" - Official music video by Beyond Awareness.
A modern melodic metalcore track from Finland, blending heavy riffs, electronic atmosphere and huge emotional hooks.
Lyrics:
Rerun
I feel the pain in my veins
It holds me back
I need a remedy
To stop the panic attack
It got me caught in the chains
I'm off the track
My mind is turning black
Save me from going back to the loop
Lost in the jungle searching for proof
Where is my guide
Where is my truth
My life is like a rerun inside of my head
The tape it keeps on rolling
Oh, why won't the pain never end
I'm feeling hopeless and I can't pretend
I'm watching mistakes on repeat again
Why can't I forget
I feel the pulse and the fear
It starts to crack
Seeking refuge from the storm
I'm in combat
You think you know what I feel
You hold me back
How could I make you see that
I found myself again
In deep grave of despair
I drift away
So bring me back
‘Cos now I need a time out
I'm in too deep
My life is like a rerun inside of my head
The tape it keeps on rolling
Oh, why won't the pain never end
I'm feeling hopeless and I can't pretend
I'm watching mistakes on repeat again
Why can't I forget
Another trauma's there to take me down
It's paralyzing
All the pain just makes it hard to breathe
It's never over and I can't be saved
I'm watching mistakes on repeat again
Why can't I forget
It's like I'm not alive
A screen inside my mind
I've had enough
It's time to stop now
Replay or die
Yeah
Can't wait to carry the weight of my own grave
So please bring it on
I take it all
My life is like a rerun inside of my head
The tape it keeps on rolling
Oh, why won't the pain never end
I'm feeling hopeless and I can't pretend
I'm watching mistakes on repeat again
Why can't I forget
Another trauma's there to take me down
It's paralyzing
All the pain just makes it hard to breathe
It's never over and I can't be saved
I'm watching mistakes on repeat again
Why can't I forget
Credits:
Director : Pekka Keränen
Filmed & Edited by : Jesse Lintunen & Pekka Keränen
Producer : Jesse Lintunen
Production company : Zone2 Pictures
Model : Aino Ilvesniemi
MUAH in Finland : Jasmiina Walters / Studio.Rebelicious
MUAH in Stockholm : Amanda & Stefani /
Styling4you.se
Thank you : Kinos Rentals, Infinity Studio Stockholm, Viktor Milonjić, Dead By April
Written by: Miika Huhtala, Jere Tarkkanen
Production: James Carey
Mixed and mastered by: Rami Nykänen