“I gave you my heart, you gave me your mood.
You wore my love like a second skin.”
SECOND SKIN is a dark, intimate song about emotional erosion.
About shrinking yourself to keep someone close.
About learning to flinch, editing your needs, and calling fear “love.”
This is for anyone who disappeared trying not to be too much.
——— LYRICS ———
You held me close like a warning sign
Soft hands sharp edge sweet decline
Said it’s just how I love then watched me flinch
Like kindness only counts when you can win
I learned your silence like a foreign tongue
Tried to be easy learned how to go numb
If I needed more you’d call it too much
So I stopped reaching stopped asking for your touch
I gave you my heart you gave me your mood
I kept getting smaller just to stay close to you
You wore my love like a second skin
And I disappeared in you
You said I worry like it meant I care
But it felt like chains in the open air
Every who’s that every sideways look
Like my whole life was a case you took
I started to flinch at a normal day
Started to edit the words I’d say
I smiled through pressure played the calm
While you kept moving the line I’m walking on
I gave you my heart you gave me your mood
I kept getting smaller just to stay close to you
You wore my love like a second skin
And I disappeared in you
I don’t think you meant to break me
But you loved how I would bend
You’d pull me back with “I need you”
Then punish me again
And I kept calling it safety
Like fear was something I should trust
I kept shrinking down to nothing
So you wouldn’t feel like too much
I gave you my heart you gave me your mood
I kept getting smaller just to stay close to you
You wore my love like a second skin
And I disappeared in you